XT Dream

"I just outta nowhere read some of my old poems that I wrote years ago and they just still hold so much truth for me... Its great getting touched by your own work...

I wanted to share some of them:

*Last Word*

Sitting here, waiting To
Find another to give Me
And my thoughts a second chance, My
Salute to unknown Life
That gives me an errand that Is
Secure with Love
To share with nothing In
Tiresome Deception
Of truth in sorrow Telling
No Lies.

<I'm Bored>

I have nothing to do.

I try and occupy myself with something;
Its just not working.

It feels as if everyone is doing something great
As I sit here in wait.

I try and listen to music.
Maybe I can create a good poem or two...
I can't get a hold of the few people I know.
They aren't the real people I knew.

I can only complain to myself,
and that hurts me the most.

The feeling of absolute nothing.
I have no power at all.
I am not free; I won't breath.

No accomplishments.
Not proceeding.
Time hopefully will pass
to cure me of this memory.

%Repeat%

The same thing over and over.
It never gets new.
It is as if I do not exist.
I never can break free.

My thoughts the same.
My actions the same.
The music the same.

Writing the same words.
Wanting the same things.

Too cliche'
But never different.
Always easy.

This is everything I wanted.

Living the same Life.

-Black And Clear-

Alone, it seems you are missing everything and want all that you've forced yourself not to want to have.

Black and Clear it all seems.

Listen to your true self.
The true feelings you see.

It seems like it hurts.
There is no other way.

The veil of sorrow and depression must be lifted.
False excuses to why not are worthless.

The Life you continue is not what you want.
The future that was behind you is still ahead of you.

Do not lose sight only to give up.
Achievement through hope can only fail to prosper.

Look to yourself.
Do you smile?
Do you wish?
Do you dream?
Are you happy?
Do you care?

It all matters when.
Unselflessness falters unforgivable regret.

Look through a window and view the night.
You will see it every day of your Life.

Black and Clear it all seems.


Those were just a few of the MANY poems I have,
but these one's seem to touch me in my dire moments..."

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" Jobs and Haircuts.
Two of my greatest fears.
Reality too.
Amen.

420godfather

.....I like "black and clear"

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......420gf......