sugarkitten

Hi...I'm still pretty new at smoking pot...My boyfriend got me into it a few months ago....I used to hate it because of a negative experience I had previously, but now we smoke together all the time. We've also been experimenting with some other drugs recently, but we are always extremely careful.

The problem is my parents....They are extremely closed-minded, and if they knew what was going on they would stop me from seeing my boyfriend (or anyway they'd try). I also am worried that I'm not being a good influence on my younger sister....It really bothers me to think about how my family would feel if they knew, and how sad and hurt they would be.

I'm having a really difficult time living with the guilt, and I'm afraid that if I can't get past it, I'm going to have to give up smoking weed and everything else. I really don't want to, but I hate how horrible I feel when I think about their feelings.

Has anyone ever had this problem, and does anyone have any advice for me?

I definitely want to get past this. Thank you all so much.

Love,
C

bizzaro420

could be the start of your problem, how much,how often, how potent? are the questions u must answer first... however, ive noticed that threads that mention... "sprinkles on your donut" get closed rather quickly here.
your problems with your parents could be stress compounded with anxiety that your parents could possibily find out or know your boyfriend turned you on to pot and other drugs (negative to an infinite degree in their eyes), which i admire concerning pot, but to other drugs not so since they can be extremely dangerous while experimenting...
From an outsiders perspective from the information you have provided, i would suggest that u consider time apart from your current boyfriend to restructure you family life or/and give up on the other drugs, if you do enjoy marijuana thats great, but using it as a gateway to further dangerous drugs can be... a very bad thing.
but buck up keep posting what happens next im totally involved now


man im so high rite now...

Illuminati420

ignore people on this board bashing other drugs...education is the key.....it sounds like you have family high on your priority list....i suggest stop smoking weed.......what are the situations that get you concerned...don't trade your family for drugs, you'll always regret it.

bizzaro420

not bashing other drugs yo... to DISCUSS other drugs is impossible here
ive had 2 threads of my own taken down because of refrences to drugs... just giving what info i can...

Illuminati420

aight so we agree education is the key awsome no hard feelings but others on the board lack this education or just hate drugs, they feel marijuana is the only legit miracle drug....., if you (bizzaro420,sugar kitten, or anyone)want to discuss more about off topics please feel free to PM CaliChronic420

imported_Ilúvatar

can we get back on topic, now?

If you feel guilty about what your doing, then you should really take a good break from drugs and reassess where your life is going. You can always start again if you feel you want to, but you need to take a break to get things back on track.

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