The Centre

I've always had a ADHD problem, and I always had a problem with speaking to loud, since I have great resonance, which is good for singing, but it sucks in every day life, since everyone thinks that you are screaming, while you are just talking normally. I also always have been pretty selfish, and I could get ticked off pretty easily. Now, I have found, if I stay fairly high/buzzed through the whole day I chill out, focus, and, somehow, speak softer, and I have a better sense of well-being, and things do not phase me. The people I live with has seen the positive difference, and has commented on it, without them knowing that I now am high every day all day. MJ also helps me come closer to nature, and makes boring tasks like school work much easier. MJ has changed my life, for the better. I haven't been so happy in my life, a little bored (not much to do right now, I lack transportation.) but I would have been more bored if I wasn't high anyway.
The only thing that sucks with MJ is that I do apparently have a psychological addiction when I do have MJ (when I don't, I do not really worry much about it.), if I smoke in the morning I pretty much will do anything not to go back to baseline before I go to sleep, so if I have little weed I have to keep myself from smoking in the morning, but that is hard since that is the time it helps me the most. If MJ was more accesable (it is not like I do not have the money, my area is just dry, not for long though, my friends crop is coming in, should be about 300g+, most of which Jack Herrer and White Widow, one Durban Poison plant.) there would be no problems. LEGALIZE ALREADY!

That which I listed isn't the only things MJ help-ed me with, it also helps me with my insomnia. I always never got myself to go to sleep, but then when I am asleep I would sleep for 10-12 hours if someone doesn't wake me up, but now I go to sleep on time, and sleep for 9 hours, max 10.