cpd92574

ok so this has happened 3 times now, im POSITIVE it has SOMETHING to do with the bud. DAMNIT!! -_-

anyways when i smoke too much, i seem to get VIOLENTLY ill...like scary kinda sick (loss of vision, vertigo, vomiting, etc...), what causes this? is it too much THC in my system? just flat out too much smoke? (meaning that it has nothing to do with pot--just the smoke part of it)

i really dont know...

heres what happened each time:

FIRST TIME: i was with my friend, and we just got some of the best chronic ive ever had in my life. i think i must have smoked about 1.25 grams of it, not TOO much, but still alot. then we went to this apartment complex and we ran around and played tag and stuff...then it hit me. i felt nautious and tired and i kinda had a lil vertigo (couldnt keep my balance), it felt distinctly like i had a BAD case of diarrhea, which, interestingly, i didnt... at all. i went back to his house and went to sleep on the floor--i woke up fine the next day.

SECOND TIME: my friend just got a badass, huge new steamroller, AND he moved onto some killer lake property. to celebrate these 2 events, we went and smoked for like 4 hours by the lake. we were smoking schwag (we had 2 full OZ., but we didnt smoke all of it--prolly just 1/4 OZ.), and out of a steamroller you get some pretty hardcore hits--so when we were done i was VERY high. as we were walking back to his house, again, it hit me. nausea/diarrhea /vertigo, but this time i waited it out... it lasted for about 1/2 hour and then went away, leaving only a TERRIBLE headache behind. i was fine the next morning.

THIRD AND MOST RECENT TIME: a few nights ago, my friend and i wanted to finish off out stash of chronic, which was turning stale. we had about... id say 3-4 grams of it, and we smoked about 2.5-3 grams of this stuff, he wanted to finish it, but i physically couldnt because i was too sick. this time tho, it was worse. it started off as a thought "god im a loser".

i thought it and thought about myself sitting there at midnight with my friend, i thought about how often i smoke, how much i love it, and it all made me VERY sad for some reason. i just felt TERRIBLE about myself. then these emotions kinda started to become physically painful... i could feel my heart beating HARD, adrenaline in every beat. painful. i was just freaking out...sitting there... a panic attack. i was afraid to go to sleep because i was afraid i would die if i didnt stay awake, thats how bad it was. i was unreasonably afraid... its very hard to explain, but it was by far the worst thing ive ever been through, ever. there was a bag of chips in my room, fortunatly, because i had to throw up--and after that my friend came back in (he had been in the kitchen looking for munchies) and i started to feel a little better.

now i LOVE to be high, but now im VERY weary of taking more than 1-2 hits at a time.

wtf is happening to me? ive been smoking for about 6 months, every day, and i have a pretty good tolerance, so its not an allergy or anything... i dont think... can anyone else identify with this?