InMyMind

Ok, so I used to smoke about a year ago for like 6 months... maybe on average a couple of times a week, sometimes more, sometimes less.
I never really worried about my health the whole time, I just had fun... it stayed like that for a while.

So then last May I was alone, smoked (not alot - how much I would usually have) and had a typically really bad anxiety attack. I thought my arteries were turning purple, my heart was racing and I thought I was going to have a heart attack. Not a fun night.

Havent done it since... and soon after, I got withdrawal symptoms... I started getting anxiety and paranoia afterwards and worried more.

I basically am over being afraid of a heart attack thing (after I stopped, for a few months I would get anxiety at times about it)
Now when I get it, I just ignore it because I know its nothing

I want to start smoking again, but now I come across schizophrenia and getting it from weed, and im worried I may be more vulnarable... no clue why.

I also have no way of checking family history, seeing as I was adopted at birth.

Can someone let me know how much of the Shizo thing is true, and should I really worry.

I'd really appreciate this, thanks.