Rxrgood4u

aight.....this has been a thing running in my head for a while...... When I first started smoking weed I use to smoke shwagg nasty ****....brown seedy twiggy ****... I use to smoke madly all the time. I never really realized what it was doing to me....I lost intest in school..blah all that ...droped out..blah..but that wasnt from the weed I use to smoked for 1 year of school even durning school..but when I started doing the hard **** I just gave up........ok I stoped smoking weed for a while..."jail" and my mind hasnt really retuned to normal...I feel slower now .. like i lost part of myself almost.... someone told me that marijana deposits somthing on the frontal lobes of the brain..and its simalr to the effects of alzhimers...now i dunno if weed did this to me or hte various drugs I did over the past year....lorzampam in huge doese...crack,. crank,...coke,...........methadone....lots nasty ****...now I only smoke good homegrown,..and when I do .. I get terrible anxiety if its not a indica dominate strain....I cant smoke soaring sativas when I m around people....I need to be with one or two people ..and they have to be very trusted...... maybe I should have slowed down...maybe some alzhimers medication would help balance me out a little.... MAYBE I M JUST NUTZ....

GhostPimp

ure nuts man

weed isnt that powerful of a drug

if you choose to let it mess up your life it definately can

but if you choose to stay in control and keep it steering in the right direction then its a simple task


good luck on getting back on track

keep smoking.....unless its too much for ya

HillBilly

Howdy Rx!!

The good= you've straightened up. Congratulations, and I hope you continue to better yourself.

The bad= You've been pretty hard on yourself. But it's not the marijuana causing these things to happen. Marijuana doesn't deposit anything in the brain, to my knowledge.

The ugly= A neurologist could verify this, but my assumption is that long term and relentless abuse of multiple substances has forever changed you.

Irresponsable use of controlled and illicit substances can lead to irreversable damage. There may be areas in your noggin' that don't transmit neurons (brain chemicals) correctly. This is evident in your personality changes, which you have realized.

Example: People who gobble exstacy will lose some personality. Sometimes the ability to empathize (put themself in someone else's shoes). And the ability to make rational judgement is sometimes decreased.

The best advise I can give is that hopefully, you'll learn to deal with the changes. If smoking marijuana interferes with your daily activities, maybe you should "keep off the grass" for a while longer.

~~hb

not roughin' you up.. just giving honest answers.

Rxrgood4u

I probly knew this was coming...., the more and more i think about it..I realize the only times I really feel differnt is when I m HIgh and people know it...I m just nervious and edgy, I think its all in my head..thanks for your honesty....

HillBilly

We're ALL a lil nuttie, man. In our own special ways. So don't be hard on yourself at all, ok? It could be worse, a lot worse. You are still very intelligent, that is evident by your thought process and vocabulary.

~~hb