Ryang87

So i started smoking weed heavily for the first time when i came to college. So far my experience has not been as great as i seem to see others having. I always get paranoid about my heartbeat, and it sometimes kills my high and makes me want it to just stop. Now i will say that when i am distracted from that, that my high is great. Today i smoked some haze. We packed a bowl between 3 people, and after each took 1 hit, it was kicked(fully packed). I started noticing the effects after 1 hit, a nice relaxed feeling, everything started slowing down and my body felt good. We packed another bowl, i took another hit and this time i got high. By the third and final hit, i was stoned. Here is where the experience really started hitting. Walking was a chore, i could not walk straight for shit. My heart race was high(or so it seemed to me) but i hadnt really started paying attention to it yet. When i was walking back to my dorm, i REALLY noticed how high i was. I had some really weird shit going on. I knew i was walking back to my dorm, but my mind was totally somewhere else, it was almost as if my mind had left my body. I started thinking about what i was doing and what i looked like to other people and mentally started picturing myself as others saw me. My conciousness was also strange. People seemed to be walking slower, everything was slow. Then things started going into frames. Everything was slow, but it wasnt smooth. It was like i was watching my life go by on one of those old film reels with slow frame rates. Someone would be a decent ways away from me down the sidewalk and i would blink and bam they would be right there!Also, colors were very sharpened,everything seemed cartoon like. When i was walking up the stairs in my dorm, my mind and my spiritual self really seemed like they had left my physical body.I got back to my room, chilled out, everything seemed slow and quiet so i put on some music to try and get an orientation of time. Then i lost focus on everythnig else and focused on my heartbeat, i kept taking my pulse and making sure i was still breathing, everything seemed like a chore. I just wanted to relax and feel good, but i couldnt unfortunately. The coming down was swift but rough and the burnout was up there in the worst ive had.

This was the first time where i had noticed these perceptions going on, just recently i have started noticing that everything seems like a cartoon drawing. In the past i would just feel good, id be in a good but solitary mood and things would just be a little slow. Just in my last few smoke sessions, i have really started getting some strong effects, especially what i described today.

I know some of these experiences here seem really exxagerrated, but this is the true account of my first experience with haze today. Has anyone else had any similar experiences?