Jordan70

Hey, well like some of the other people on this board I get very anxious when I smoke now, not full blown panick attacks usually I just get some symptoms of dp/dr (depersonalizatioin/derealization), I assume this is just the result of anxiety. But, I miss my marijuana. I smoked daily for 5 years, I just loved it. I've tried drinking, opiates, valium etc. in conjunction with marijuana to see if they help with no success. Are there any other options, I was thinking of trying some kava. I just want the "old" high back or at least a semi pleasent experience. I know I might sound stupid but I've been addicted to opiates and slightly to benzos, and I realized basically that marijuana is "god's gift to man", non addicting!!! Is there anyone who had to take a break from maijuana due to panic/anxiety/depersonalization symptoms that found a way to smoke again?!?! Any advice would be helpful. Oh and my life is good right now, I meditate regularly as well as yoga classes, and all the weed is basically the same here in my part of Washington state, so diff strains is not too much of an option for me.
So here's what I;m going to try
1. No coffee
2. Quit smoking ciggarettes(gonna be tough, but it would be well worth it).
3. Try kava
My e-mail is
-jordanbg70@yahoo.com-