Hellsgift

Hey guys i have a few questions to ask you.

1. Why do i get some fucking angry when i smoke weed? I would even hit my best friend if he pissed me off slightly... for an instance at school i was down at the ovel at lunch and i smoke a J then i remembered someone i didnt like so i hit him during school and broke his nose? Are some people just naturaly angry when they smoke becasue it seems my angry always multiplys when i smoke?

2. Depression.... Whenever im down i ALWAYS smoke weed to try to forget it. But whenever i smoke i think about the future... about how fucked my life is and then i cant get it out of my head how easy some pricks have it in life and complain and stupid gay little bitchy reasons. If i was stoned i would serously be-head them motherfuckers!

3. WHY DO I GET RED EYES SO BAD!... ok ive been smoking weed for a long time now and whenever i have been smoking weed my eyes go really red... usally i dont need CE but now i do i dont know why this is... does anyone have any ideas on how i can make my eyes go back to normal or any techniques on how i can get rid of this problem when i smoke weed?

Thanks

nerphroll

In all seriousness, I'd hold off on smoking for a while and consider therapy with a psychologist to discuss your anger and depression. It certainly works for me....


This is normal, just buy some Visine.

Buzzby

It sounds like you're carrying around a big load of anger and depression (which are closely related). The marijuana either lowers your inhibitions about expressing these things or it gives you a good excuse (internally) for behaving in antisocial ways.


Bad, bad idea. First of all, it doesn't work for you. It sounds like it makes it worse. Second, trying to hide from your inner conflicts by taking drugs doesn't eliminate them, it just leads to an abusive relationship with the drugs. Most drug abusers start out trying to self-medicate to get rid of some painful inner conflict. When you have your inner life in balance, recreational drugs can be both fun and educational. When you are unbalanced, intoxicants are not going to get you back in balance.


You need to deal with your uncertainties about the future. Make a life plan to get where you want to go. Resenting other people because they've got an easier life is a real waste of time and energy.


Why would you want to get stoned? Doing things that consistently make you feel bad doesn't make a whole lot of sense.


Red eyes are part of the package. If you smoke less and smoke less frequently the problem won't be as bad. If you smoke in a well ventilated place, the irritation of getting smoke in your eyes will be lessened.

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JussBL4ZE

let me get a go at this because I can relate to some of this on a personal level.

Your first Question.
Well I use to be alot like that too, and I pulled myself out of it. Next time you get mad when ur smokin, think about having a good time. Not being pissed off and nitpicking. Just relax.... no worries.. be happy. Maybe your angry at your friends.. try smoking out with different people and personalities. Maybe you just dont click with them when ur high, because you wont get along with everybody that u do when ur sober, when your high.

Second Quesiton.
Its simple. STOP. Look when I get depressed I smoke. I smoke because it lets me see a certain situation from a different perspective, and I understand it more. I think about the future too when Im depressed and I smoke, but loook dude, there are some things that are OUT OF YOUR CONTROL, so stop working yourself out about them! Worrying is like a sittin on a rockingchair.. You go back and forth but you get nowhere. Instead plan on what you do tomorrow that will make u happier today. When you smoke, your true being will come out. So for instance if you have anger and resenment built up inside you then when your high and all your guards and walls are down, your anger and resentment will be exposed to everyone. For instance I can be considered ignorant, and quick to draw to a conclusion, but when I smoke, I realize this much easier than I would if I was sober. So I use it as a tool to make myself a better person. Work from the inside out not from the outside in... You must understand that no drug will be an escape for your problems, if anything it enhances them. So quit for a little bit, and build a true appreciate for being high, get your life together and start feelin good about yourself. Start a solid foundation for yourself to lay on. Because after all I dont know about everyone out there, but I smoke to feel good, and if you dont feel good, then whats the point of it in the first place.? Marijuana can be used as a variety of tools to enhance your life, it shouldnt be decreasing the quality of your life.

3rd Question
- Well I think it has to do more with expierence and how much you smoke.For instance you may smoke a bowl and your eyes may be red, but ill smoke a joint and my eyes will stay as white as the clouds. But then again if we smoke a blunt together, regardless of tolerance we will both have the red eye. If you dont like it man, go grab some clear eyes. Everything will be all gravy.




Good Luck with Everything Man!

kb_chronic

Play happy songs all the time, it really will make you happier. Who can be mad when you got gurrilaz clint eastwood playing :P

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