madparanoid

Heres the deal! I have heard that during marijuana intoxication sometimes symptoms of schizophrenia become clear. On a couple occasions I have done some really strange things and had strange thoughts while I was high. I have been smoking up for one year (I am now 19) quite regularly and have had a couple trips where I get really paranoid and delusional. These trips have only occured when I have been smoking by myself at home. Maybe it is because I am worried my parents will come home and find out but whatever for the most part I am cool when I smoke with friends. Ill give some examples of my behaviour at home by myself. Once after I smoked I wanted to put my clothes in the wash so my parents wouldn't have smelt my clothes and thought I smoked up. When I went down stairs to put them in the laundry basket, the basket was completely filled with towels because they had been seperated from the rest of the wash. I thought it was a conspiracy against me and my parents did this to find out if I was smoking. Even at the time I was thinking this I then thought it was a bit ridiculous but non the less it scared me. A second time a couple of months right after the september 11th events I smoked at home alone and heard something pull into my driveway. It was a regular van and a big middle eastern man got out holding a package. I started thinking right away it was anthrax and I actually got worried it was because he wasn't in a postal van or anything. It is just really ludicris some of the things which I have thought when I have been high. A couple other strange things that occured are that when I am trying to sleep and I am thinking my thoughts sometime jump which I have heard is another symptom of schizophrenia but I was thinking it is probly just because I am dosing off. Anyhow, I have now quit smoking for about a week because of the effects on my short term memory and body. I did have some fun times while I did smoke but I am retired now for good. In the recent days I have been doing research on schizophrenia something that really worried me during my times of smoking. With my research I have become even more worried about it. My real question is since I have had these experiences while high should I be worried? There is no one in my family that I am aware of that has been diagnosed with schizophrenia. Another contributing factor that has me worrying is the fact that I am 19 and these are the prime years for developing schizophrenia. Please give me some info on what you all think it would be greatly appreciated.