JewishPunker

Hi. I'm fairly new to marijuana.com so i'm not sure if this is in the correct forum or whatever, so feel free to move it.

Anyway, recently I have been very depressed and have had very severe problems with a loved one (girl, who is my friend) she has lied to me repeatidly and the whole situation is just really horrible for me.

So I was feeling really down and I told my mom I was ognna kill myself recently after a bad experiance with the friend. I, of course didn't, but she took me to the hospital. And it turns out I'm probably clinically depressed adn it probably runs in the family(my mom is too).

they say they might need to give me anti-deppresents, but say they can't really cause it wouldn't work at all because i use two drugs (marijuana, and occasionly alcohol) they also reccomended that i stop using marijuana and try adn clean out my system.

I'm relaly torn because I don't know if i should cut out smoking(i really enjoy it, not just like to get "stoned" its kinda like a part of me really) so i can take anti- deppressents. I don't really understand all of this anyway.