Slightly Stoopid

I noticed that in the past year or so, being high isn't the same. I just now realized that for so long, everytime i smoke, i almost feel worse than i did before i smoked.

At first when i got high, i was high, i felt relaxed and just felt plain good! But now, now when i get high, i get all tired, sleepy, i never get into conversations when high, and usually i just blank out. There is this burnout syndrom people talk about, is this that?

Cause last night it really effected me cause there was this girl i liked, and we were getting along good, keeping conversations going, but then i smoked.. and from there the night sucked. It was almost like i was afraid to talk, if that makes sense. And when people talked to me i was all like whoa!! You kknow what i am saying? Cause i came from being the craziest guy around, to the quietest!

For now, i am not going to smoke anymore untill i get some advice. I told a freind about it this morning when we woke up, and he said it might be social anxiety or something, he said that some people get it after they smoke. What is social anxiety? Can someone help me cause this kinda sucks!

(OH and this is good bud, i know someone was going to say stop smoking that dirt shwagg, this was hydroponics at 10$ a gram...)

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Slightly Stoopid
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