Slightly Stoopid

I noticed that in the past year or so, being high isn't the same. I just now realized that for so long, everytime i smoke, i almost feel worse than i did before i smoked.

At first when i got high, i was high, i felt relaxed and just felt plain good! But now, now when i get high, i get all tired, sleepy, i never get into conversations when high, and usually i just blank out. There is this burnout syndrom people talk about, is this that?

Cause last night it really effected me cause there was this girl i liked, and we were getting along good, keeping conversations going, but then i smoked.. and from there the night sucked. It was almost like i was afraid to talk, if that makes sense. And when people talked to me i was all like whoa!! You kknow what i am saying? Cause i came from being the craziest guy around, to the quietest!

For now, i am not going to smoke anymore untill i get some advice. I told a freind about it this morning when we woke up, and he said it might be social anxiety or something, he said that some people get it after they smoke. What is social anxiety? Can someone help me cause this kinda sucks!

(OH and this is good bud, i know someone was going to say stop smoking that dirt shwagg, this was hydroponics at 10$ a gram...)

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Slightly Stoopid
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GhostPimp

can't help ya bro

ya just gotta relax


that happens with me and my friends sometimes..

we are all so burnt from smoking we just listen to the music


but usually if you get a good conversation going it should flow nicely...



it helps me when im burnt to smoke another joint...there is so much more satisfaction on the 2nd joint....same wit the 3rd and so on


the first joint just brings u to the stoned world...ya gotta keep smokin to become intelligent in stoner land

HillBilly

Howdy!!

You said "then I smoked." if I'm the only person smoking, I feel weird, too. Some buds just make people more introverted (looking within). And some buds make people life of the party. Also think about your activities. If you've had a long day, and at the end of the day cap it off with a smoke, chances are it'll make you tired.

But for the past YEAR? Not getting good feelings from the herb? Maybe you're expecting something to happen that wont? Take a smoke break and keep off the grass a while. See what happens.

~~hb

CheebaKing

Yeah, different kinds of weed make you feel different things. If you've been smoking the same strain for awhile and it's just not fun anymore, it's your body's way of telling you to mix it up a little bit I know when all i used to have was commericial weed, it got to a point where it wasn't fun to smoke anymore. I just got tired and didn't want to do anything.

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Nickkers420

I agree with CheebaKing. The same thing happened to me, but in reverse. I had been smokeing this good stuff for a while, and it just wasnt doin it for me anymore. Then I got some commercial, good commerical, but still, you know, from a big dealer, in baggies, had seeds, etc. So we smoked that, and I was sooo high. Mixing it up really can change things, although I'm not sure if thats whats wrong with ya. A good break can never hurt you. I stopped for 5 months, then when i came back, I got sooooooo high my first night, off one hit off a gravity bong. Anywho, I digress. I hope one(or both) of my suggestions work! Good Luck!

~Nickkers

Slightly Stoopid

I am goign to take a little break from smoking, i have been pot free for 4 days, and i kinda do feel a little better. Cause i really think all that smoking was doing something to me emotionaly. Almost though i was depressed, from something.

Thanks again, and i pray to god this psycological addiction dosn't come back, at least for another week, untill i find out if it is the herb or not.

Crow

about the party, if you smoked alone, that can cause one to become kinda weird...i don't enjoy smoking alone...

And about your bigger problem, it might be that you smoke too often. There have been times when i smoked like 4 times a week (i know it's not very much for alotta people here but maybe im more sensitive to burnout...) and after a while it just sucks. the high isnt fun anymore and you end up feeling like ****. right now i smoke only 0-2 times a week and everytime i get really high and i think ive found my perfect equilibrium...just try cutting down or stopping for a while and when you come back things should be better...

Lymelady

Especially to SlightlyStoopid:

What you described is called "an anxiety attack". Please try not to "link it" to what you were doing at the time! I can almost assure you it is not "from the pot".

I'm 41 yrs old & have had MAJOR anxiety attacks in the past. When they happen you get rapid heart beat, sweating, claustrophobia, nausea, fight or flight response, etc.....The symptoms are varied and I used to have more "attacks" when I smoked. I quit for many years. I was put on several antidepressants & was pissed because I'm not a "depressed" person.
Anyway, come to find out I have a "chemical imbalance"
& I need to take zoloft...just like a diabetic needs to take insulin! If pot makes you feel anxious....talk to your doc about it. I wasted 6 years of my life being afraid!
LK

Slightly Stoopid

Lymelady, thanks so very much!! That is just the reply i needed! OYu described exactly what i gots!

Now when you say talk to your doctor, i don't really know him, i just go to see him with my mom once a year for a checkup, how would i bring this up? I think i have this anxiety thing, and i want to get help, but i don't want the world to know, you know what i mean??

Is there a clinic or something i can go to get treated at? Clinic, that sounds wrong, i just don't know my doctor that well....

Any feedback would be greatly appreciated!

HillBilly

Howdy Stoopid!

Try the local health department, if $$ is an issue, otherwise, see your family doctor. There's medicine you can take 'as needed' they're fast acting and you won't necessarily have to take them daily.

~~hb