FreeZey

I was a heavy smoker for about 5 years... strait everyday atleast an ounce a day... i was in the business so i had it at my disposal... so it was constant all dayy long... recently i would say about a year ago i had to stop... one day i got all blazed like usual and started to get these crazy crazy panic attacks... for some reason i had thought the bud was laced with acid.. EVEN knowing that it wasn't i continued to think it... so after that i thought maybe it was just going to be that one time i would feel that way... so i tried smoking probably about 10 other times after that and each time i would just start to get very paranoid and bug out... so i had to stop because i didnt think it was worth it anymore... NOW about a year later... i can smoke when i get very drunk.. maybe its because i am more at ease? i am not sure what the issue is... but you tend to miss smoking... anybody ever experience this? have any ideas what a cure could be? i used to love smoking all the different types of buds i would get from all over the US .. i am just curious someone please help hahaha I MISS MY BUDS!!!!