wastedmayhem

so ive been smoking weed pretty occasionally for the past 2 years

so last night i was doing the usual on a Saturday night, went into my attic and smoked 2 bongs with a bunch of friends. i got 2 hits of my bong but the 1st hit i really started to feel it after it came back to me .. we were smoking kush that my friend had. but anyways we were all feeling good and went downstairs to watch tv .. i was laying on the couch, last thing i remember is telling my gf to lay back and then it suddenly hit me .. everything was eather in stop motion around me and/or my body reactions to myself were delayed. like i would move my hand and i would see if move in stop motion and if i touched something i would feel it like a cupple milliseconds later .. everything on my body was acting like i was stop motion and i quickly told everybody idk what is going on .. went outside .. layd down ... same old thing was going on and my friends had to hold a drink for me .. then i said i had to get laying in my bed. layed in my bed and it was the scariest unusual sensation ive ever had in my life, id rather have alcohol poisoning then this shit ever again .. when i was in my bed, every motion i did was stop motion and i still couldn't do anything about it ... the lights were pretty low and i looked over to my chair in my room and i saw faces coming at me and they looked over lapped and weird and scary, so i just looked straight and told myself to relax .. touching me or walking in the room would trip me out and i would have to tell everyone to just stop moving so i can refocus on things. everything at this point was horrible and i had the worst thoughts in the world "what if i stay like this forever, ahh i cant take it anymore" i even had suicidal thoughts which i have never had in my life before. the whole trip i could control my breathing which was good and my friends put a cold towel on my forehead. i would ask what time it is, what it seemed like every hour to me was 5 minutes in the real world... so i got a good technique that ive found to work pretty good.. relax relax and focus on one thing and don't move my arms or legs .. then tell myself that im real and i can move my right index finger and its gonna be normal .. and it worked for that .. as i continued getting better and moving my hands and feet it started wearing off.

the whole trip took about 2 hours and the scary part is ..one of my friends was in the city smoking kush out of a bong the night before this happened and he had just about the same effects as i did, we could relate in every way but only i was in my room when he was in his car for 2 hours ...

scariest thing thats ever happened to me and im pretty sure i dont want to smoke again unless this is explained .. and im on no meds or anything
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