TheDude0306

I have a heart murmer, was born with it, have had it my whole life.

I started smoking about 6 to 7 months ago. Everthing has been fine, but lately within the last month, when I smoke, my heart starts to hurt.

Its a pain in my chest, but it feels like my heart is sore.

I am 26 years old, only everweight by about 10lbs, but dont get much excersise.

Do you think I should stop smoking? I tried eating my weed instead, but still when the buzz kicks in my chest starts to hurt.

I normally fool around on the computer when I am stoned. I noticed that when I play high-action online games (Quake III) Half Life, I noticed that my chest even hurts more.

I am so depressed about this, I have another health problem that keeps me from doing lots of things in my life, When I found weed 7 months ago, I was so happy.

It makes me feel great, although I do get lots of paranoia, but I enjoy it, and laugh at it, one minute I am afraid the next minute I laugh it off.

It seems the heart pain is at it's worst with this last batch of weed I got. Its a lite green weed, stuck in a big FAT dry lump, looks nice, has a strong grass smell to it, almost like real GRASS not weed.

Could it be the weed? I also noticed the high I get from it is not that good, its a crappy dizzy high. I doubt it is laced with anything, a friend of mind who is a weed PRO, is smoking some from this last batch, and says it's fine.

Right now I know I should lay-off the computer games while stoned, even when not stoned, I tend to get into the games so much, they make me a bit high-strung and nervous, however playing them stoned is great, because some things look so funny, and you notice things in the game that you normally dont see. I also find that I play MUCH better, for instance taking sniper shots from so far away that under normal brain I could never make the shot when stoned, I can pick guys off from so far away, its amazing.

I also play on a 21' monitor so its nice to kill the lights, get deeply imeresed into the game, and exscape my normal everyday life, that really sucks because of my illness.

I should be on anti-depressents, for my LIFE LONG condition, but I have been holding out, because I dont want to be taking any more medication for my condition.

DO YOU THINK I SHOULD STOP SMOKING? MY ILLNESS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MY HEART OR HEART MURMER, BUT I DONT WANT TO END UP HAVING A HEART-ATTACK AT 26 YEARS OLD!

I plan on taking my chances and smoking this evening, for the last time.

Not happy