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Grapefruity

yeah dont do drugs when yar pregnant, like courney love did hehe...maybe ya can take dramamine or sometn, fresh ginger works but mildly...at least, for me

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BELLATAURI

Here is a bit of info on my background before i get to my question.

I am a 22 year old female, 4 months pregnant with my first child, ultrasounds and testing show completely healthy thus far.
My psychological background (so it can't be blamed on marijuana later)
I unfortunately suffer from a mood disorder, which they have put me on Abilify. which for the babies sake I stopped taking with the first glimmer of me might being pregnant. I am also ADD, which they had me on adderall 60mg 3x a day. I have decreased it myself to 30mg 1x a day if necessary. maybe like 4 x a week only when i go to work because it is something i cannot work without unfortunately. I don't drink, I don't smoke-anything. prior to being pregnant, I orally took homemade thc pills, which worked great for my chronic migraine headaches, as well as helping me keep food down.(i don't have an eating disorder, just a combo between a finicky tummy and bad reflexes.) i am your typical type A personality whose nervous patterns and tendencies to worry w/ out the use of thc lead to tension pains, insomnia, lock jaw from clenching so bad..etc. The only way i can completely relax both physically, and mentally is to take these pills with meals.
As is the baby is predisposed to add etc., and short of taking chemical medication which really doesn't offer much relief, and carries high fetal risks as well. Would orally administering thc in low doses to get relief when i am not at work maybe 3x a week MAXIMUM have any inpact on my child any worse then what I have already genetically passed onto the baby. I chose to deal with these pains, and stresses, and morning sickness made worse due to existing problems etc for the first 4 months because i didn't want to take any chances with the most crucial part of the babies development, what would be the likelyhood of me causing my baby harm by healing myself with a low dose of the thc pills. I need something to get me by to help me eat and rid me of this severe nausea. I'm starting to lose weight instead of gaining. I also have a hyper thyroid, which for some reason haven't quite searched it out yet, the thc pills help stablelize as well, rather my heart rate falls to a safer level and i am able to maintain weight rather then keep on losing
Sorry for rambling on and on I need relief, i need to gain weight, i need to be able to eat, and keep it down, if anyone can help me out it is much appreciated. I feel selfish for seeking relief, but i know it can't be good for the baby to continue on the path i am on currently either. thanks in advance
Bella