Desperado

The Thread title is a little ambiguous but my meaning is hopeful not such a let down..

I have been thinking about the future and all that fun stuff.. And it is making me really question whether I want to live the "planned out life" (of getting some job, working, getting a house, complainning about the governemt i live under, and collecting money) or something else... Maybe go learn buddisum in the east, and live in a cabin at a lake...

I dont know, The latter seems very tempting, while the former is seeming disgusting to me more and more...

Any ideas of what kind of life you all would like to live, or are living?

I want to be proud of my life, I want to look back and say "Fuck what an awesome life, Whats next?"

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