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Hey guys, I've been around these forums for a few years now but haven't signed up/posted until much more recently.

I feel everyone is very down to earth on this site so I felt this would be a good place to post my dilemma, any feedback is greatly appreciated. (Please bare with the rant, I feel it necessary to explain my situation).

Anyways, I'm 18 years old and turning 19 in late September and am still a virgin.. don't get me wrong, I've had many interesting nights with girls but they never seem to amount to anything major, just messing around.

The last girlfriend I had was about 2 years ago, which I find is mainly due to the standards which I have (though I don't find these standards to be incredibly high).. I tend to go for the pretty girls, that are more conservative and would just as much like to stay home and watch a movie with me rather than go out to a party and get wasted with a bunch of our friends.

I've had my fair share of good-looking girlfriends in high school but the relationships didn't last too long (5 months being the longest) basically because my first girlfriend broke my heart and I jumped into a few relationships quite quickly and then broke them off eventually.

Just so you know the type of guy I am, I went to one of Canada's top universities this past year and did quite well with a B average, I enjoy smoking pot about 2-3 times a day (often with friends) to get in touch with myself, relax and enjoy life and what it has to offer. I work full time but have a great social life, many many friends (male/female) and have parties now and then, go out to bars/house parties... the works.

My past party I had the chance to get laid (a girl was in my bed wanting me to lock the door) but I was the host and people were around upstairs and it wasn't the time.. plus this girl isn't really what you'd call.... "a good first f*ck" mainly because she's a bit of a hoe/flirt and doesn't have a respectable rep around the valley in which I live (she's decent looking though).

Most of my friends have had sex before and I feel like I'm missing out, I know I'm only 18 and I have 3 more years of university in a HUGE city away from home (I live in a small town in another province throughout the summer)..

I feel like I want to get into a relationship with a nice girl and her be my first, except I'm to the point where I feel like I want to screw any hot chick I see (typical??), and am tempted to just find some random slu and have my way with her. Who knows that may be what I need.

I feel that when I turn 19 that it will be weird that I haven't had sex yet, considering I've had many opportunities in highschool (although I was more interested in hangin with the boys and smoking up, having fun... not wanting to get too caught up in relationships).

Can anybody relate to me or provide some words of wisdom to ease my troubled spirit I think about this often and I know girls don't like desperate guys.. but I'm not really, though I would LOVE to get laid.

I'm one of the youngest of my friends although with the amount of girlfriends I've had, and girl-friends I have... it seems I should've been laid far before many of these guys I know.

Anything helps, feel free to even ridicule my stupidity, it may be what I need.. who knows.
Thanks everyone, it means a lot.

PS- just in case you're wondering.. I'd say I'm a good looking guy judging by what girls have said and my experiences in the past, and my personality seems to attract the ladies

Okay, thanks again.