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homemadebubbler

Hey, long time no post right? Dont worry, Ive been on alost everyday, browsing around, I cant forget you guys....

So, Shes working up at boy scout camp about 2 hours away so I drove up yesterday so we could talk face to face. We both kind of agreed that because she will be 2 hours away for the next 7 weeks, and when she comes back, I'm leaving for college 2 hours away, we wouldnt get to see each other enough to justify a relationship. Fine. Saddened, but not heartbroken.

Today, I happen to be browsing myspace and facebook, and as of 11 Pm last night ( a few hours after I left) she changed her status back to in a relationship. Low and behold, shes going out with some guy up at camp.

Now we only dated for 4 months (exactly), but still, its the fact that she played me. If she had just told me upright, I probably would have understood a little better.its the fact that she fucking played me like a fiddle that really is destroying me right now.

And to top things off, I'm not even home, I'm out in bummble fuck visiting my college and taking placement tests, so I cant even get loaded in some way with my friends to get my mind of this. Just sitting here in a dark hotel room, all alone....

I havent been this depressed/angry/lonely in a while...

{end/} Rant....

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SpiralArchitect

Ah shit bro. Well, you know thats what we are here for, kind words in hard times.

Chin up man, I know everyones probably said it before, but there are plenty of 'fish in the ocean'. I thought I found 'the one', and we almost started a family , but sure enough she played me like a fiddle too... It's alright though, of course your going to be sad for a while but it will all get better, remember 'always face the sun as to never see the shadows'.

Good luck on your placement exams too man

Oh yeah, and glad to see you around man, If you get this within the next few hours swing by the chatroom, we can chew the fat...

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homemadebubbler

Ill be on in a minute...

Vicki

I'm sorry to hear that.

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sterbo

Hey homemade,
Know how it goes mate it's a pain like no other
Just hold on strong and know in the long hours
you've got friends, friends who care...

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Hedonist

Anytime I get involved with someone, I try to make them feel at ease with the thought of being honest with me, especially when it comes to wanting to be other people... Basically, it comes down to an open relationship in which honesty and the freedom to express our inner most desires is of upmost importance (real friendship). There's less of a chance for a person to lie when they feel like they can express themselves without being critically judged. Sometimes it's hard because I'll find myself acting as I would around my friends, but with her, not them... A lot of girls can't handle that. This might make me sound like some sort of hedonist that sleeps around a lot, but I'm not... In 15 years I've only been with 5 people.

Alive-And-Dreaming

you always have ska!

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Jared_320

I know exactly what u mean......

last year during the summer i was dating this girl whom i was with all the time. i thought she was a keeper since she actually had no problem with the fact that i smoke pot. Well it turns out we get into a fight one morning and i took some bong hits right after. later on she breaks up w/ me using those bong hits i took as the reason.

it didnt make sense

she was the first girl i woke up next to so i felt attached and tried to get her back
i made a myspace account to see where shed rank me lol

however, when i added her bff i saw a comment that my X made to her that brought sense back
she talked about how amazingly hot some guy was who i was always suspicious about.

whats worse was she wrote it be4 we ever even got into the fight. it sux being mislead like that(cheated on) and i had a hard time dealing w/ it(blunts - daily)

LiVeRpOoLFTW

smoke a joint and chill

Zeked

I am really sorry for your pain man but, one thing that I try to think about when I am in pain like that is that if I didn't have something that was great, I wouldn't have the chance to feel this kind of pain. I dunno if that makes sense but it is sort of like, ya know, a reminder that you are alive. I hope I am explaining that right.