Greazyhippy

WARNING! This is random and hard to read.... It's thought soup, or spaghetti


So, this might be pot related, but it's not like I'm blaming the drug because MJ and I have had truly excellent times. Might just be some me thing.
Life is weird, so for the last week or few weeks or month (but pretty recently) I just randomly became jolted with comprehension and "seeing" life. Which really isn't as glorious as that might sound, I can't remember what happiness is, like, I don't know what feelings really mean much anymore, it's impossibly hard to explain but I think if anyone is going to get it it's a bunch of stoners (as a term of endearment trust me). And the feeling is sort of relatable to being high, but not at all.. I can sort of describe it as numb but I don't even know about that. Worse yet... I can't seem to think straight, like my thoughts won't come together or anything...
I don't know what to do

I probably said some stuff a few times... sorry about hard to read.

Audio

How often are you smoking and how much? Sounds like symptoms of burn out. Maybe consider taking a break?

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wooitsmolly

Are you depressed at all?


^^I kept searching but for some reason couldn't find the hug smiley... so you get this.

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Greazyhippy

Been smoking semi-daily, not good at an exact count but a while ago i was smoking nearly once a day, and been recently less frequently particularly after a double-party (2 nights in a row) when all of it ended up getting smoked some how. (that was a while ago... few weeks?) last 2 or 3 i think decent amount less.
I wish I was certain, but my short term memory seems shot to hell.
You're probably right about the taking a break thing, just not sure how to deal with the actually being burned out part... It's kind of hard to.
Not sure about the depression, it runs in the family though and...
Yeah, I probably am depressed.

ctwalrus

OOoo i kinda went through this
it was when i realized life is much harder then people make it sound
i went recluse for a while there
it took some basically free and lucky money in my pocket to cheer me up (haha that makes it sound like im some money hungry person)

umm take a break from smoking and hang out with friends and get a hobby that's what i did

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Meursault

You're right, this is an alphabet thought soup with some scattered thoughts spelled out. You have this vague sense of "seeing" life for what it really is, but you also have lost total connection with your emotions. This seems like a depression of some sort, propagated by your heavy marijuana intake.

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Greazyhippy

That's nice to know... sort of, but I guess my big question to that is.
Now What?
As in, what can be done...

_Jay

I'm not telling you to do anything, but what I would do is:

- Take a break from smoking
- Pick up a non-mind altering hobby
- Exercise, it always makes me feel better. Always.

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FATHERPARIS

You should start skateboarding. It was a good hobby for me after I quit smoking for like half a year. Then eventually I started smoking and skatebording, and it's fun as hell even though I'm not that good. I like it because you get exercise from doing your hobby. It is like a sport, but for underground rocker/or rapper stoner guys that like to have fun and skate. You meet more friends and everything. It's great if you have balance and can take it.

tadros

Dude Currently I Have The Same Feeling..
I Think A We Need To Take A Month Break And Get Our Shit Straight
Or
B
I Have No Idea Iam In The Same Spot As You Right Now Its Such A Weird Feeling As To Like U Know Whats Good But U Cant Apply It Its Weird
Thank Hope All Goes Well Bro