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no its not about 69 h*es or 69 female doggies
its about my grade: 69
let me explain
so this week my grades came out and i got a 69 in this really hard course im taking... it wasnt that big to me coz i always thought i can do better, as i remember the test didnt seem that hard... well anyways i was happy it wasnt a 50...
Later on... TODAY i went to my uni and i meet 2 of my friends. we started talkin abt this course and they said how hard it was and that they both droped out of it because the got awful grades... (this was surpsrising to me... the test wasnt that hard... but i didnt comment because both of these friends are raising a family both 29 with kids so i said to myself im sure they dont get time to study as much as i do)
moving on... as i enter class... i see my other friends... the ones that make fun of me because i smoke weed and cigarettes and always have this tired figure and shit... the ones that think they are better then me and all...
so i go up and say hi and the one im closest to the most was like "where have you been? and how much did u get and all?
to spare you the details, turns out the 4 of them got under 30 on the test, they all dropped out of it, the average was 62
when they told me that, i just stopped, took a look at the 4 of them and craked up saying "But you guys study hard everyday for like6 houts in the library and shit"
now i know i should not get happy on others failing... BUT its not that... its the fact that these ass*oles have passed the 5 past months (did i mention that those are my first 5 months in the university? in this city as well?) harrassing my ass and making fun of me because im a smoker... (not to mention one of them smoke regular ciggarettes and is trying to stop and is proud of it i dono y) did i also mention that everyday after class they go the library to study and just before they go everyday, they ask me what are u doing now? and i reply "going home" and they all give me this "uhm ur soo gona fail..look at u ur a dirt bag" look...
I showed them... and im really proud of myself
i just wanted to share... you wont understand how this made my day and how much it's important to me im a full-time chemistry student and belive me, in the science departement (for chemistry, biochemistry biology &physics) its a cruel world... everyone is looking for a way to crush the other...most of them wana get into pharmacy school or medical and u gotta pass a contest for that in wich only like the first 100 or something will get accepted... so if they find a way to eliminate a participant they wont spare the chance... first year, u got 100 student in chemistry, at the 2nd there's only 70 left, by the time u get to the last year, only 40 or something graduate... that's what i was told... did i mention the teachers try to crush sometimes? like once i asked the P.A (OF THIS SAME COURSE)a question, a small one.. and he was like u dont know this? really? this is concerning! i advise u to drop this course and take the basic chemistry...
WTF?!!
anyways i really just wanted to share...
today gave me hope again... im not that dumb after all..
i concider myself a small piece of success.. ive been smoking weed for 2 years now... still managed to graduate from school with a world wide approved degree, got into a great university and into chemistry... and doing well so far this past week was our spring brake in wich i smoked up 10grams by myself it was my reward for the 2 clean weeks i spent studying...

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