JMedric

well, i thought it might fit the subject. So, are you happy today? I'm so sick of having to take a ****ing "happy" pill everyday, just so i can feel normal. For me(and bajillions of others), if i dont take pills morning and night, i cannot be happy. its just impossible. All because of some stupid chemical inbalance in my head. For the majority of people, they can all wake up and be happy and normal. For others, its another story. For past week i havent taken my pills. I dumped them all down my toilet and flushed them. Im sick of having to wake up and take a pill just so i can be "normal." Some of you might think im selfish and stupid, but i dont care. I came into existence for some reason. Now, instead of being normal and happy in this "great world," i have to take a stupid ****ing pill every morning so im not depressed, cold, and bitter. Well, there is also Anxiety pills and Sleep pills for me to take. I dont know what the meaning of this post was supposed to be, just wanted to let you know how i feel.



ps***just one of my thoughts:~~~ So i get put on this earth. Im smart good looking and have a lot of nice things going for me. Then, one day i wake up, have a chemical inbalance and am depressed. I dont know what happened. Ive felt like this for 3, almost 4years now and i dont know whats wrong with me. Paaaching!! Ive found a "cure" for it all! So now im on this cure, but i notice its now a lot harder for me to get off(...nothing to worry aBout, "just another side affect from your pill that keeps you normal). **** it, if i have to take a pill everyday to feel normal, and not be able to "get off", then might as well shoot me. *****Ive got a lot more pent up inside of me, but this was written to make a long storie short*****

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