jkrane

Here is my story...

I began smoking in early grade 11, and it was only supposed to be a once-a-month type thing. However, over a few months, i began to get high more often, one thing led to another, and by may of 2004, i was smoking everyday. I smoked every day all throughout the summer.

I am now in my first year of university and my smoking habit has only increased. I have strong and frequent cravings for weed or hash whenever i don't have. I'm never voilent or pissed off or moody in any way when i dont have, im still a chill guy. I get high almost every hour of the day when im at school. I smoke on the way to bus stop, after the bus ride to school, i smoke on the way to class, i smoke during the break, and i smoke after class with my buddies. After an hr of studying or doing homework of any kind, i will smoke and get high. When im out with my friends, or at a party, i get high. When im at a family dinner, i smoke hash in the bathroom because it doesnt smell very much and i get high.

I still have a normal, successful, and fulfilling life and do other things, its just that i do them while im high.

Whenever i stop smoking Cannabis for more than a day, i start to feel nauseous, i get headaches, i feel tired. After 3 days without Cannabis, my head feels like it weighs a tonne and all i do is sleep all day because i dont have the energy to stay awake. Plus im slightly nauseous, have gas and discomfort and have headaches after 3-4 days without using. These symptoms go away after about 2 weeks, but i still have mad cravings. When im abstinent from any kind of cannabis for more than 2 days, i start to have dreams about it because i want to get high so badly.

Ive tried quitting many times, but have been unsuccessful.

Does anyone else have this problem?