poeticbliss

I have been smoking pretty much non stop since June. I basically would smoke about twice a day sometimes even more, the longest breaks going without would probably be about two days. I was responsible about it, but at the same time I am 17 and I live with my parents. I had alot of good times but it all came to a sudden halt on thursday. I got home and went up to my room, to my shock the lockbox that I keep all my stuff in was open. Scattered across my floor was 1/2 oz of schwag, my bubbler, my pipe, two cannbis culture mags, a beanie with a pot leaf, and my grinder. In the middle of it all was a note that said "[Insert my name here]! We need to talk. -Mom and Dad"

This was my second time getting busted, the last time all my dad found was a small amount of weed accidently left in the back yard after a smoking session. I managed to lie and say that I only tried it once. My dad said he understood and thanks for being honest. I didn't get in any trouble.

This time my parents are very upset with me. Not only because I'm smoking pot but because I lied to them when they flat out told me I didn't have to. I feel really bad about the whole thing now that it's over. I had a huge talk with my dad and it wasn't horrible. Basically they lost all trust in me and I promised to quit. I work for the same company as my dad and they randomly drug test. If I get tested my dad could loose his job, and that would mean my mom wouldn't be able to get her meds and my brother would loose all his college money. That just doesn't seem fair to me, I'm going to quit until I move out and have a job that doesn't drug test.

It just feels so crazy because I had so many good times, and honestly I don't know if I regret it one bit.