Zaczac91

Okay so last monday my mom raided my room and found all my stuff my bong my lighters my pillcase where i kept all my bud and **** load of empty baggies. My mom then took my bong and smashed it with a hammer right in front of me It was horrible and now im going to take a break for a while, but its so hard cause i've been heavy smoking and i mean HEAVY smoking for like 9 months smoking every couple hours and now its been like 4 days and im so SO depressed like i dont know why its hard to sleep, and i went from 143 to 134 pounds in like 2 days. I get pissed at everything, my mom is always yelling at me im just having a lot of trouble doing this, im gonna stay off it for like 2 months or so but can anyone help me out or something im like super depressed i cant take it