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Zaczac91

Okay so last monday my mom raided my room and found all my stuff my bong my lighters my pillcase where i kept all my bud and **** load of empty baggies. My mom then took my bong and smashed it with a hammer right in front of me It was horrible and now im going to take a break for a while, but its so hard cause i've been heavy smoking and i mean HEAVY smoking for like 9 months smoking every couple hours and now its been like 4 days and im so SO depressed like i dont know why its hard to sleep, and i went from 143 to 134 pounds in like 2 days. I get pissed at everything, my mom is always yelling at me im just having a lot of trouble doing this, im gonna stay off it for like 2 months or so but can anyone help me out or something im like super depressed i cant take it

 

Tenderlungs

Man, I really don't know what to say, but if my mom smashed my bong there would be absolutely no way I could refrain from fucking her most prized possession up right then and there.

SpiralArchitect

Relax. It's just herb. You've got your whole life ahead of you. In time you will be able to enjoy marijuana again. Concentrate on your studies and the future will get brighter every day.

I'd suggest getting fresh air, taking in sunlight, listening to uplifting music and surrounding yourself with people that care for you. Depression runs much farther than chemical dependencies, most likely the heaving smoking was for self medication and hide the depression. Face it now while your sober. If your seriously depressed talk to your mom, talk to someone, I've lost a few friends to chemical dependencies of all sorts as well as suicide. I've been depressed most of my life, and just now have I realized what you get out of life is what you put in. It's all about your perspective, your the master of your universe. Take care and good luck with everything.

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fondueguy98

I was in the same situaton you were in. My mom caught me and all that mess. It was terrible for the first week or two but trust me man it gets easier

WhiteWidow69

dang that sucks i remember the old days when my mom used to go through my stuff lol eventully she gave up and said just dont smoke when shes around or in the house

 

Buzzby

Your mom did you a favor. You were far too deeply involved in weed for your own good. Get your life back in balance and then, maybe, start smoking again in moderation.

If a drug becomes so central to your life that not having it ruins your day, you have a drug abuse problem.

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steakii

That is so true.

Seems like you might have smoked too much weed for your own good, moderation is key here. I learned that the hard way too.

Zaczac91

I don't want to but I agree thats why I'm taking a long long break and when I do start back up im gonna only do it on weekends. Thats what me and my friends did to kill the time but now i started skateboarding again after like a year lol its way harder than it used to be and i half like a fourth the energy but I wanna do it to feel better and keep busy.
Thanks for the input

Bud&bluntman

Its been 34 days for me, my break ends tommorow. It's tough at first but you'll start to feel better over time. You'll be blazing again soon enough. Very sorry to hear about your bong.

Bud&bluntman

Listen to spiral, thats the best advice that you can take. An uplifting song to start you off is king without a crown ( live ) by matisyahu.