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poop123

Dude Im really sorry. Whenever I see the words death and mother in a sentence I feel like my heart just fell into my stomach, for I fear for my mother will be gone one day too. For you living the reality of that now is fucking terrible man and you are a fucking angel man, I really hope something works through for I believe anythings possible. Im so sorry man this titile and everything got me so choked up.

 

Muggze

Hey 29, How are yea? Well my grandma and I moved so Thats why I didn't respond much. I see things are still going pretty decent lately?

also I still want to show you so more pics of my pugs so I'll let you know when I post on that thread about animal pics.

Well I hope to catch you on her sometime. Take care twenty 9

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29YearToker,
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29yeartoker

I'm hanging in there. Got a new job that I am just not too sure about but it will have to do for now. Mom is hanging in there. She is having some bad attacks that are lasting longer and longer. She has prayed to God to just take her....I'm not too sure how to take that but do I have a choice....NO! I know I need to not be selfish and let her go but it's just so fucking hard. I get so mixed up....one day I think I am ready to let her go and the next I don't know how I will survive without her. Maybe this is normal....I don't know what is normal anymore.

Glad to hear that you and your grandmother are doing okay.

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Killerchron

You and your mother are in my prayers. Sorry, and I hope you get through this alright

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greengal420

Hey 29. Read all the posts and want to wish you all the best in dealing with a difficult situation. My mom recently said something to my best friend, Ann, when Ann's father suddenly passed away, and she found it helpful. My mom said something like, I know this is hard. You will never forget your parent, but as time goes by it will slowly get easier to deal with. In the mean time, focus on your positive memories and supporting your family members. Guess I'm hoping this helps in some way. The best thing my mom did was offer a huge hug and I wish I could do the same for you. Hopefully the posts on this thread have given you a virtual hug! Best wishes.

 

Vicki

That is how I felt when my Dad was suffering. Although, I must admit, I was very selfish. I never wanted him to die. I wanted to be here forever with me, no matter what.

My Mom always told me, after he passed away, that he isn't suffering anymore. That wasn't much comfort when I was grieving at the most. It's a little easier now, but I'd still rather have him back, instead of just having my dreams. I really do hope it gets better someday.

What you are feeling is completely normal.

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SocataSmoker

Right on Vicki... realize what is best for your mother and take actions to make sure she's happy as could be. You have your whole life in front of you, she's lived out all of hers and I'm sure she regrets none of it. I never think about it, of course being 21... but now that I do I really hope my son or daughter would let me pass quickly, instead of prolonging the inevitable. May good karma come your way, and help you walk this path you must make... your mother, and you... are in my thoughts.

HehTheUrr

Wow, I'm really sorry to hear about your mother. I can't even fathom losing someone so important in my life.

I wish I had advice to offer you on how to deal with this tragic event, sadly I'm useless in this situation. All I can really say is to keep the rest of your family, and your friends close to you, they will be your support through this difficult time.

I wish you and your mother all the best, and I will keep both of you in my thoughts and prayers.

Muggze

I know its prob normal because this reality is just a illusion with all the pain and bullshit going on. I know your mother will be better when she passes she wont have pain and she will be able to watch over you and keep you company when you wont even know it.

Until then there is a reason why she is sticking around I suppose, How is your moms weight and color and all that been doing? Does she eat well?

29yeartoker

I'm sure your right. I know she will be hanging around, but I just wish I could still be able totalk to her and hear her answer back.

She weighs maybe 95-100 pounds. She used to weigh about 130-150. Color....Pale, No she doesn't eat well at all. Some days she won't eat at all and others she will eat pretty good. She loves fudge from Cracker Barrel so J and I always stop there for breakfast when we are on our way to see her and we get her some and take it to her. I love to see her face light up when she see's it. Other times we will bring her BBQ and other friends bring her Red Lobster when they are going to see her from Beaumont. She lives in a very small town that only has a Sonic and a Dairy Queen. They have this other place called Mama Jacks or something like that but she doesn't like their food. Other than that Mama Hack that cares for her cooks but sometimes she won't eat it. They say not to try to force her into eating so we don't.