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Bhikku

Namaste, 29yeartoker. You and your mother will be in my prayers.

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Originally Posted by Wings For Marie Pt 1 You believed You believed in moments not conceived You believed in me A patient in spirit Uncompromise Without us in your heart A light in your eyes that Ends all lies Vacant, broken Fell at the hands of Those moments that I wouldn't see Cause you, you pray for me too What have I done to be a son to an angel What have I done to be worthy Daylight dims leaving cold fluorescence Difficult to see with this light Please forgive this selfish question, but What am I to say to all these ghouls tonight She never told a lie Well might of told a lie But never lived one Didn't have a life Didn't have a life But surely saved one Alright, now it's time for us to let you go

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Originally Posted by 10,000 Days We listen to the tales and romanticize How we follow the path of the hero Boast about the day when the rivers overrun How we'll rise to the height of our halo Listen to the tales as we all rationalize Our way into the arms of the savior Fading all the trials and the tribulations None of us have actually been there Not like you Ignorant fibbers in the congregation Gather around spewing sympathy, spare me None of them could even hold a candle up to you Blinded by choices hypocrites won't seek But enough about the collective Judas Who could deny you were the one Who would have made it? You'll have a piece of the divine This little light of mine The gift you passed on to me I'm gonna let it shine To guide you safely on your way Your way home Oh, what are they gonna do When the lights go down Without you to guide them all to Zion? What are they gonna do when the rivers overrun Other than tremble incessantly? High as a wave, But I'll rise on up off the ground You are the light and the way They'll only read about I only pray heaven knows When to lift you out Ten thousand days in the fire is long enough You're going home You're the only one who can Hold your head up high Shake your fist at the gates saying, I have come home now Fetch me the spirit, the son and the father Tell them their pillar of faith has ascended It's time now My time now Give me my Give me my wings You are the light, the way That they will only read about Set as I am in my ways and my arrogance Burden of proof tossed upon all non-believers You were my witness, my eyes, my evidence Judith Marie, unconditional one Daylight dims leaving cool fluorescence Difficult to see you in this light Please forgive this bold suggestion Should you see your maker's face tonight Look 'em in the eye Look 'em in the eye and tell 'em I never lived a lie, never took a life But surely saved one, hallejullah It's time for you to bring me home

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Love to you and your mom chica. It'll all work out as it should

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WATERMELONBLUNT

Damn man, thats so sad.
I was just thinking about my Mother yesterday an how much I love her an how much I'm going to miss her when shes gone.

You and your Mother especially will be in my prayers man, I feel for you.

29yeartoker

Well, just to give everyone an update. I went to see my mother on Saturday to spend a couple hours with her and she wasn't doing so well. That continued throughout today so far. I called her when I was on my way to work and she told me that she is starting to see people that aren't really there. If any of you know most people that are dying start to see people that have already passed on. She said she couldn't see their faces so she doesn't know who they are. She is asking for a preacher or someone to come and read for her out of the bible on a daily basis. We are trying to get that accomplished for her. At this point it's all about what she wants. If she wants something we are going to try like hell to get it for her. Even if we have to jump through hoops. So there it is, the end does seem like it's coming closer and closer. I can't honestly say I am ready for this but do I have a choice...NO. I just don't know what I am going to do without her. I have never spent a day of my life without her being a part of it. You know like I am not going to know how to handle not being able to pick up the phone and calling her just to see how she is or to complain or tell her how nice my day was. It's the little things that I am going to miss the most. She always tells me how proud of me she is and how much she loves me. Who will tell me that when she leaves? I almost want her to record herself telling me that so I can hear that forever, but it just won't be the same. There are so many things that I will miss about her. I can honestly say that those will be the memories that I will be able to cherish the most and always hold dear to my heart. I just worry that I will forget the sound of her voice or her laugh but then I try to tell myself that that's silly of me to think that way, especially when everyone says we sound a lot alike and our laugh is the same so I guess it's true that she can live on through me.

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Oh 29, it breaks my heart, words fail,
so I give it up to nega...

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If you need anything at all, let me know. I'm always thinking about you.

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SpiralArchitect

29yeartoker, you have my condolences and your mother has my prayers. It's really tough losing a love one, especially a parent. It sounds like your mother is an amazing woman. I don't think you have to worry about forgetting her, her soul will be eternal ; it will live on in your heart and in the memories you share.

Right now, being surrounded by loved ones and her family is ever so important. Take care, I wish your mother and your family the best.

"Earth has no pain that heaven can not heal."

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29yeartoker

Thank you so much for your replies. Spiral....those words were just beautiful and I will always remember them.

Vicki, I appreciate you being there for me.

I appreciate all of you for just listening!

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Oh sweetie, you know how to reach me.

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Hookahs

Hey 29,

I'm really sorry to hear about your mom not getting better. As much as me and my dad sometimes have differences. I'd be pretty lost without either one of my parents around.

Hang in there, you know were're all thinking and pulling for you and your mom.

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