my last post.

well,

i doubt anyone has noticed, but i havent been posting much if at all on the boards anymore. ive been doing a lot of thinking, about everything. and one of the things ive come to realize is that things such as the news, and being caught up in "things" are just something i think i'm moving beyond at this point in my life.

im not saying ill never be back or ill never watch cnn or talk about politics again, im saying that where im at right now, there's no room in my life for those things. i want to enjoy my moment, not squander it and waste it being upset or reading the same thing ive read a thousand times before. i really dont mean to "diss" anyone or the boards, or all of my friends i used to talk to about politics, if you enjoy yourself doing those things, more power to you. but for me, ive found i enjoy myself more when im not caught up in what i consider a game.

maybe this is the reason a lot of people lose interest in these boards, marijuana has shown them another way of life. has expanded their horizions. geez im trying to put myself in the shoes of bailey, or pan, or goodgirl, or rick , or theinfamousgoat readin this post and i sound like a dick. im sorry guys. no hard feelings? i put a decent amount of time into these boards over the past few months and i know that its fun and nice to talk to people and all but whatever, i just dont feel its something i want to spend my time on anymore.


marijuana has shown me infinetly more things about life and how i want to spend my days than anything else in my life ever has, and "moving beyond" the games and the politics involved is just the latest lesson in my spiritual journey.

but i do know that we're all just riding along this cycle, you know what im talking about; the tao, quality, karma, and maybe some of you have been where im at now, and have come around yet again and realized that posting what makes you happy. posting on these boards is just where you are at in the cycle. maybe ill come around again too.

peace, for now.

[Deep_Freeze]

im sorry 2 C u go man, it was nice talking with ya though
bye

[mindraver]

hope to see you back someday on these boards justchillin2. good luck and stop by from time to time to let us know how things are going.

never knew ya very good but cya around bro

[TheCleric]

*hug* hey man dont worry about what you sound like, that came from your heart and that shows through. Its understandable to want to move on to bigger and better things, in fact if in anyway this site has helped you do that than i feel your time here was not wasted but rather well rewarding.

We are a community not just a website, some people come and stay forever (bo battie hehe jk man your awesome ), and some stay for a little while. But each of them adds their own self into the community, and thats what really rocks.

If your path leads you back then we shall speak again, and if not than i bid thee far well.

Cleric

[Leithreas]

dito to what they said. hey man, loved readin your posts and all those long conversations on AIM. yeah. have fun and may you life be like honey, long and tasty.

Peace

[nessaVEDDER]

I was just pondering this topic earlier today. I visit these boards to educate myself, to broaden my ever-expanding horizons. Ever-expanding thanks to marijuana, of course. I visit these boards for entertainment, to converse with like-minded individuals all sharing the same past-time and hope for the same future for all marijuana smokers: freedom and peace. I have to admit, I rarely-if ever-get caught up in the politics of being a marijuana smoker. I am not lazy, mind you. It just does not interest me. Why, you may ask, do you smoke it and yet take no positive action in its legalization? Because I entrust that to those with far more knowledge and guts than I possess at this time. Some may see me living my life in fear, I say I am living smart. I am careful, not boastful about my love of marijuana. I love discussing it, usually the thought-provoking aspects of it, not the political aspects. I enjoy discussing the marijuana user's lifestyle and know that we all share something truly special in our lives.

Have a beautiful forever, justchillin2.

Peace.

Nessa