thereal_yeti

I just realized, I probably like marijuana, because I like the feeling of depriving myself of something..

I toke up, get to where I am thinking about it constantly, but turn down offers to smoke it. I watch videos on it, read threads about it, but I don't seek it, and often I turn it down, though I WAN'T it.. then a month or so goes by where I get to the point where I don't wan't it nearly as much, then I SPARK UP..

At work, I CONSTANTLY see 420 everywhere, prices of things, addresses on shiping labels, bin numbers etc etc.

This is becoming a cycle..


On 4:20, I am thinking about turning down pot!

Am I the only one that does this? Is there some physchological name for this?

and the beuty about it, is marijuana isn't addictive.. If I tried this with cigarettes, I wouldn't be nearly as successful!