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Wanky McJerkoff

i have no girlfriend, am still a virgin, only have a few good friends, no job, barely any money for pot or anything else. i live with my parents. i'm being overwhelmed by stuff in college, and i've only been going for a month...

...and i still voted yes, hahahahahaha. i dunno. i just feel like i have it pretty good. i'm not starving, i have a roof over me, my parents are pretty cool, even if they give me **** for being a stoner. i smoke up a few times a week. i'm getting a reasonably priced education, and (mostly) for something i'm actually interested in (filmmaking, though i have to take BS classes like writing and geology also). i wouldn't say i'm ecstatic about how my life is, but i have no right to gripe either.

 

Tuna-Neck

Am I happy? Well, I’m certainly happy with some aspects of my life. I’m happy, no... ecstatic about my wife and cats. I thank G-d every day for such a boon. Unfortunately, quite a few other aspects of my life are ... well... a bit remiss to say the least. The only times that I am truly happy and at peace is when I am with my wife and cats and/or smoking weed. However, certain misgivings notwithstanding life is about joy and pain, happiness and sadness – yin and yang if you will.

Things have a tendency to work themselves out sooner or later.

whoa

**** happiness, it doesn't exist.

I am poor as ****, I don't get along with the person I live with (My real mother can't take care of me, my father is dead), I have to steal to get dope, life sucks.

GrassyAss

I am more than happy. I smoke daily. I have the greatest girlfriend ever, we plan to marry when we graduate. I know I'm not even 16 yet but no one has ever been there for me the way she has so "don't be hatin." I have easy as hell classes in school, all college prep levels. My dad's in Florida so I live alone for the most part, so life is great.

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Up In Smoke

I havent been happy for along time now, maybe 2 years. The actions I do trying to make myself better only revert and make things worse.
It all really comes down to this, im ignorant, not disaplined and i generally dont listen to what ppl say. I always think I have the right answers, when im far from that.

When I say the right answers, i mean the right judgement. I am very smart, i just dont use it. When i screw up, I'll blame it on somthing totally unrelated, or make a reason and believe it. My worst quality is procrastination. I dont do homwork, i hate it, RE: disapline. It just piles up, and i get scared of the work thats ahead of me, then get scared by what the teacher will say. so i simply dont go to school. then of course, it piles on more. I JUST WANT TO FINISH SCHOOL BECAUSE I HATE IT. give me a school where I can do my own thing, and actually learn somthing along the way.
Why The FUUCK do i need to know about Shakespeare when I wanna become somthing else (undecided) Its somthing thats taking up my mind space of irrelevent information and taking up my time. Yes, i know it is important to learn about certain time periods and how our language came to be, but i dont need to know about one stupid guy and his writings. Teach me things i will use in real life. Im not going to go out to the store and say "O great store keep. Grant me thy Peameal Bacon for my flock of little immatures. I shall repend thee with gratitude and shall award you with one golden nugget" I have no clue what i really said there, but you know what i mean.

I am still somewhat self conscience of myself, although i have mostly over come that. I dont care what ppl think of me, i only care what i think of myself. which then boils down to, i dont think much of myself. I degrade myself.

I always never let things come out and tell ppl about my feelings. Which is interesting now, because im doing it rigth now, maybe its because i want help. I do.

But i can only really help myself, it all comes down to me. Im not strong enough.

this is the end of my rant. i finished it abruptly because i dont want to think too hard then do somthing stupid like claim im never going to school again. there is much more to me. I have only really outlined the bad parts because i checked off "NO" in the poll. I do have good parts of my life, just the bad is overwhelming.

IF anyone has ever been in my shoes, can you reply with some suggestions, maybe i can clue in and start going. thanks

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stonedhobbit

yes

i have manic depression and i used to be so unhappy but ive changed ever since i started smoking

i have many wonderful talents: drawing, singing, poetry, writing, imagination

i have many great friends who are all cool with the herb even though most dont smoke.
im not stressed about college or job. im not goin to college and im gonna get an easy job with another stoner friend
i have fine grades i dont really care

as far as im concerned everyone can be happy no matter how bad there life is
there is so much beauty in the world even if its far away or deep down
-me

GrassyAss

I was in your exact same shoes last year. I got suspended for weed and everything went from the highest high to the lowest low in a matter of seconds.

I dicked around bein all sad for a few months then I met this girl and everything changed. My solution was get a girl, grow up a little and everything will eventually work itself out.

imported_weedfiend

Happy?? Yeah I guess you could say I am happy. Nothing really tragic has happened to me in my life. My dad is an alc.....I mean addicted to an off topic drug other than that my life is pretty good. I have a fam that loves me and heck I have ya'll to talk to when my friends aren't around. School is good. There are many hotties running around here on campus. I wish I could have all of them. I just can't wait to find a cool fine ass stoner chick. That would make my life pretty interesting cause then I would have someone to talk to and to associate with. Unlike now where I have to talk to everyone through a damn comp. Well to all those on this thread that say they aren't happy with their lives here are a few inspirational words:

"No matter how hard it gets remember one thing, through every dark night there is a bright day after that so stick ya chest out keep ya head up and handle it" Tupac Amaru Shakur 1995

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Disciple

I am happy with my life right now despite the cold that I have . I am not in school right now because I don't really know what I want to do. I did however find a job finally and am going from being broke to at least having enough money to buy weed and other things (minimum wage sucks).
My ex hasn't spoken to me in a while (we were really close) and she didn't help me when I needed her. But you know what? **** her. I am starting to get my life back on track because I'm finally thinking about my damn self for once.

Just enjoy yourself, if you are unhappy, figure out why.

Wanky McJerkoff

Up In Smoke, please don't think i'm talking down to you, because i'm not. i just think i've been in a pretty similar situation. i had a time in my Jr year of high school where i almost failed nearly every class i was in, i did fail math, and i would have failed others had i not pulled my **** together last second. you have to get past the BS that is high school. that's all it really amounts to: something to get through to live your life the way you want. i just decided; am i going to fight this, knowing full well that i am correct, and that i am wasting time, but that fighting it will screw up getting into college, where i CAN do what i want (and i am already taking classes i enjoy, and i'm a freshman, but i should also warn you not to think college will be a cakewalk. i can already tell i'm going to have to work far harder than i ever did in high school), or am i just going to put up with some pretty minor BS, and get through it.

so i just bucked up, and did the minimum for a bit, but then i discovered some joy in things a few months later. i just made sure that, no matter how ****ty my day was, at the end of the day i enjoyed myself. it was, not at all coincidentally, when i went from occasional smoker to stoner, i smoked a bowl, watched a movie, whatever. i just needed an hour or two of stuff i enjoyed, and the day didn't seem like a complete waste. and looking forward to my "fun time" of the day made me get my BS school stuff done more efficiently. i kinda made incentives for myself "okay, i'll smoke a bowl, but i have to write this stupid paper first" and i would just whip out the paper like a madman so i could get high faster.

i should also say to remember this; that doing what you love is not always easy, even without the BS that stands in the way. i'm doing 2 film classes right now, and i love them both, but i am busting my ass for them. and when i got an internship working on a film set last year, i would sometimes wake up at 4 in the morning to get to the location for the day on time (i sometimes had to take trains upstate or to jersey), get home a 11 PM, and do it again the next day, sometimes 3 or 4 days in a row. and between those hours, i was carrying heavy equipment all over the place. i was able to do it because i loved it, but if i said it wasn't hard on me physically and, to a lesser extent, mentally would be a lie. i always kinda knew this was true in the back of my mind, that in order to do what i loved, i'd have to be motivated, but it was easy to say "well, i have to spend all my time doing High School stuff. so i really have no time" but when it comes down to it, you have to get through everything that sucks, and you have to be dedicated to improving yourself. because otherwise, you'll end up wishing you had done instead of waited. i already do, and am wanting to make up for past mistakes.

anyway, best of luck in getting through the crap