Okay, I'm 15 and have a lot of stress on me and anger in me, it can get to a point where it feels like my heads being squeezed, I also get panic attacks and social anxiety pretty badly. Not to mention the fact that a lot of the time, things feel unreal. This is all due to a medication called risperdal, which I was forced to be put on against my will, to "help" my anger issues and panic attacks/anxiety. It in fact fucked my life up, I think it may have even caused some brain damage. I recently got into smoking cannabis, and I've just finished tripping for the 4th time. When I'm high I get general changes in reality, it can feel like I'm ahead of time, not keeping up with time and unrealness (is that even a word?). But when I'm tripping, I get euphoria and uncontrollably laugh, and the feeling of unrealness feels more like escapism. Anyway, I've come down from my trip and I feel very relaxed and happy. Things feel real, my head doesn't feel like it's under pressure and I'm not so irritable. Is marijuana helping with my issues?