Gil Moore

[size=3][size=2][font=Arial][color=Red]My story:

I already know I am an idiot but if someone could answer my questions I would appreciate it.

Just over a year ago I was busted by a narc for growing 60 plants. I thought my life was over. It was just hell. It happened in a hick midwestern county with a bad judge to deal with. It also hit during the one time where it could leave me broke because of circumstances. I was very forunate to get a double deferred judgement for the 2 remaining charges (including delivery) with 3 years probation. If I can complete the 3 years it will be off my record. The first year was a nightmare - not only quitting pot - the only thing that has ever worked for my depresion/anxiouty, but society made my life inpossible. I could not get a job (applied for about 60 of them!) because background checks are so common today and until my deferment is up I might as well be a convicted murderer as be a peaceful pot grower/smoker. RIght after this my mother died - the only family member that could have been there.

Anyway, after a year of smooth probation I decided I could start smoking agian and just use one of the flushing liquids that puts the creatine back in. I had just been switched to a ***** of a PO. I was on a thing where I call in 3 days a week to see if my color comes up to report for random testing that day. It came up twice before I started smoking agian so I was fine there. Then I somehow missed a couple days of reporting over the next 2 months. It must have been the only 2 days I could have missed calling i n and sure enough it came up on those days. When my PO found this out it of course raised a lot of suspicion. I went to my next appointment thinking everything was smooth but she contronted me about missing the 2 tests (surprise to me) and tested me on the spot. I drink tons of Diet Pepsi in the morning so my urine was obviously flushed so she didn't even bother to test it - I had to go back in the next day. She threatened me with going back to court and turning my deferment into a conviction. I used the liquid stuff I mentioned ealrier since I knew it worked for a job once a few years back and it would have worked if I wasn't so nervous and such a horrible liar.

My PO ***** was questioning the florecent like color since she knew that I had recently woke up, had missed 2 UAs in the previous month, and my urine was obviously flushed the day before. She was asking others why she was not seeing a 2nd line on her test stick. My old PO walked in (who knew me much better). My old PO confronted me and said I was lying because I wasn't looking at her when I answered (probably a common game they play when they suspect somebody is trying to fool them). I am a horrible liar and I knew that my old PO did know me. I had actually been clean for a year with her (the longest time in my 39 year life other then childhood). I confessed (dumby me). She had me write on the test form that I had used and flushed my urine. She wasn't going to take me back to court afterall though. I now had 30 days before I would be retested at which time I better be clean. Like an idiot I continued to smoke 3 times a day for another 2 weeks figuring I could use Niacin that I had heard about to help get clean faster. Then I found a couple roaches I had stashed and smoked a little more.

Now I only have 7 days to be clean! I am scared and nervous. I read all about the different methods on a detailed website olne not trying to sell me something: http://www.neonjoint.com/passing_a_drug_test/index.html) and found out they don't work as well as I thought. I am scared now and wondering how I can be clean in 7 days without using the same liquid stuff that she knows made my urine a florecent color. Another bad thing is that 3 hours before my appointment with her I have to go to a chemical evaluation where I will also be tested (I could use the liquid stuff for that since they just send it in but then have to go to the ***** PO 3 hours later). I am thinking that I should use the liquid stuff before the first appointment and the florecent color would would not be as strong 3 hours later for the PO.

In the meantime I must do everything I can for 7 days to get my fat cells clean. I am 6 feet tall, 250 pounds, 39 years old, and smoked regularly (3 or 4 times a day) for 6 weeks (until the last 3 days when it was only once a day). For the first 4 days I will ride my bike for a half hour each day, eat very little, drink a lot, and take Niacin. Then I will stop thsoe things for the last 3 days when I will eat a lot. THen I will take asperine the day of the tests.

Do I have a chance? My whole life may be at steak! What else can I do? I suppose if I come out positive they can't prove anything - sometimes THC can stay longer then 30 days so even though it will only be 7 days they can't prove it. Those tests are not 100% anyway are they? What is that test called that they use with the dip stick and 2 lines? I don't think diaretic stuff or drinking a lot really does much in the long run since THC is fat soluble - it just helps flush before a test. This website that discounts a lot of methods really seems to know what it is talking about: http://www.neonjoint.com/passing_a_drug_test/index.html

If urine is totally flushed and given color does that mean they will not see a second line on the stick? Does that raise suspicion or could that just mean it is negative? If no line raises a big flag I would be better off being a little positive. For all she knows I am one of those people that takes longer then 30 days. She can't prove I didn't quit 3 weeks ago. If she is suspicous from a positive she can always test me agian in a week and see it going down to nothing. What are those tests called where they use the stick with 2 lines? What can I eat with an Atkins-like diet that also has lots of fiber??? Everything I can think of that has lots of fiber also has lots of carbs. Meat does not have much fiber does it? Does Niacin really help burn fat? Sometimes it takes longer then 30 days to be clean so I guess she could just think that it a possibility for me right? I am burning tons of fat and I sweat a lot at work in addition to my new excersice I am doing and diet.