satsuperman

got a call yesterday stating that i need to come in to see my PO to "update my file"...he cont to say "you havent done anything, its my fault". I only see him every 3 months and havent been tested in over 6 months, but concern is a reality. given that i thought i had 2 more months till a test i have been smoking regularly. not much but every day topped off with a fat blunt 2 days ago. with paranioa setting in i started to think of options. bought a home test at walgreens and took 4 asprin n drank 8 oz of water every 30-40 minutes. after about 5 hours and several trips to the bathroom i decided to try the home test. very faint line but was negative. this tells me that i am dangerously close the 50ng cutoff but a pass is a pass. tomorrow is the big day. may not even be tested but better safe than sorry, so i am going to take asprin every 4 hrs as stated by N2 drink plenty of water this evening followed by some more H2O in the am (bout 5am since i see him at 7) followed by a bottle of liquid stuff an hour and a half before (doing this only to raise creatin levels since i dont have time to take tabs, and also for color) this has worked about 20 times previously but as i get older i get more worried especially since i am only 6 months away from no more felony paper. i doubt i would go to jail with a fail but no more relaxed probation and def some drug couseling which means more BS so i am not wanting to deal with that especially since i am in the middle of a custody battle as well. Ill post the results and the log of speciafically what i did after i know the turn out. For sure the home test has eased my mind quite a bit though. I will continue and preach the concept of buying a home test to do the trial and error. I have sucessfully passed about 20 test by the same means but i always try before and make sure with a home test. BETTER SAFE THAN SORRY!!!!!