CCaroleAnn

I have read through these threads for over a week now and I apologize if I missed this topic, but I think I really messed up.

I smoke daily and have for 20 years. I knew I could not pass and from what I read I knew dilution would not work for me. I did get home tests and failed them all trying different methods. I don't know anyone that doesn't smoke so I had to break down and tell my Mom (I am 47) and she helped me with a clean sample.

I didn't practice as much as I should have. I think that and my nerves got the best of me. I went for the test but I didn't realize how how far a girl has to spread her legs to get that big jar between her legs When I did practice at home I wasn't wearing pants. Instead of just pouring the clean urnine in the cup I did it between my legs and spilled some of it on my pants and in the toilet. I didn't have enough to fill the cup. I had to use some of my own urine to get it to the right level. I had been clean for 10 days but like I said I couldn't pass any of the home tests. I would say at the most it was 3/4 clean and 1/4 dirty. And to top it off I left there with a wet spot on the back of my pants.

I wish I knew what "number" my THC level was and then I could just do the math. But the way I figure it, even if it were as low as 200 and I added 1/4 of dirty urine I would be over the 50 cut off. Does anyone have a guess as to how high a THC level could be?

I know what is done is done, but I can't help but worry. Did I really mess up as bad as I think? I will find out Monday or Tuesday I guess.

Thanks
CC