~Flor~

I posted a few days ago with my stats/history and trial run home tests. I got a thumbs up but you know I'm still in a state of panic. I did take two different brands of tests this morning with first void and got good solid lines (of course not as dark as the control) but no squinting needed. I'll be picking up the paperwork and probably have to do it later this afternoon or tomorrow between 8 - 9 am before officially starting work. I think I have the dilution down (I can drink about 36 ounces before my sg, creatinine and ph are low) so I plan to drink less and take tums/salted 2x strength gatorade and aspirin. Have been creatine loading x a little more than 48 hours since I'm a vegetarian (except for crispy bacon & shrimp). I've also been eating as much fatty foods as I can. Today is day 64 of sobriety.

**wishing I stopped in February**
**wishing I could run away**
**wishing someone could hold my hand...lol**

Link to original post...if it works.
http://www.marijuana.com/420/urine-t...assurance.html

Any last minute advice or words of encouragement?