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knotme66

Hello my fellow forum members....

I was doing good with being clean...until temptation reach out and grabbed a hold of me. I was 19 days clean until yesterday. As of that point I still was NOTclean with test strips. My first urine was absolutely positive, but as the day went on I was finally starting to see a GHOST LIKE FAINT line for negative. I slipped and toked a few hits off a roach I found laying around. I KNOW I love it too much after many years of smoking. It seems to be my ONLY bad habit.

I JUST started 6 months of probation with VERY regular test. I KNOW they will be regular because my PO told me that Tuesdays will be the ONLY day she will be in the office to see me due to having to do "field work" outside the office. I know I will have to limit myself with a VERY close eye and I have been working on getting clean naturally. Well....as I know, I SCREWED up with the few hits. I'm so upset with myself I can hardly handle my mistake. I am now wondering how far back did this set me. I was hoping to be naturally clean by next Tuesday, but with my mistake I don't know anymore.

For those who have not read my past posts I am 120 lbs, 5'2"..been smoking several tokes every evening for YEARS (up until 19 days ago)....been exercising for the past few weeks....eating low fat/high fiber diet for a few weeks....taking fat burning vitamins (A, B-12, E, lecithin and Omega-3) and vitamin C for a couple of months. Also before I did NOT drink any water unless I had to, but that has changed too over the past month. I can actually drink the PROPEL water which has a sweet flavor and vitamins.

 

vern

A few hits can stay in you for a few days up to about a week. Ever considered substituting?

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knotme66

I have thought about subbing but after my first UA last Tuesday (my home test was negative with dilution method) I saw it is an observed drop. Also, with it being with probation I am scared it will be tested for alterations. I do know my PO told me my UA will be sent off to a lab beings I am on other meds. I'm trying HARD to get completely and naturally clean so that I would know how often, IF AT ALL, I could curb the urge. I guess I won't know if I passed the last UA until I go back in on Tuesday. I do realize I would be risking a lot if do smoke and then get caught. It's going to be so darn hard to hold out the 6 months.

Sec

It isn't so hard when you picture the alternative. Do you want to be known as "Bubba's Bitch"?

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Hawg

Or have you heard the term "Detroit Piston"???? You might want to keep your salad shooter an exit only device

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29yeartoker

Yep, you may have to get used to those terms mentioned by Sec and Hawg if you don't stop smoking. There comes a time when you have to be strong and say no. Everytime you see weed you need to see the prison gates closing in on you. Maybe then you will be strong enough to stop. I'm not trying to give you a hard time and neither is Sec or Hawg. We are trying to get you to see reality even though reality is staring you in the face right now. I'm sure you see it. But it's a little late now. I hope you can be strong and stop smoking if you want to continue to be free and not Bubba's bitch as Sec said. Good luck to ya but this isn't about luck it's about you wanting to stay a free person and doing what you need to do to stay free.

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