anxious

so, i went today. it was at a doctor's office. i waited for a half hour before i was called.


took me to the back, had me rinse my hands with water, put my purse on a hook outside the bathroom.

did not ask to empty pockets

shown the bathroom. closed and locked the door. no blue water in toilet, just a sign stating do not flush, do not run water or test will be invalid.
peed in cup, took it out to the nurse who was definately not just outside the door

i could have subbed, i could have started WWIII in there, and no one would have known - but, i did it on my own, mainly because i had no idea what i was walking into.

i tested negative twice today before the test - i tested myself 1 hour before the real deal, and was solid negative.

the only thing that worries me is whether i was too dilute

i only had 40 oz of liquid for the 3.5 hours before the test, so i hope my SG and creatine are OK.

the hour before the real test, my adulterant strip showed creatine on the low end of normal, and the SG was too low. hopefully, i was less dilute after the hour wait to pee again.

the nurse told me i should have my results by friday at the latest, and if it is neg. dil., i will have a retest. i hope it is just a retest and not a gc/ms follow up.

i'll keep you posted. i also plan on hanging around. i learned so much, if i can help others, i will.